XVIII. WANT

想要你的残缺、疲惫与不安

你的危险与无常

自私与冷漠

想抚过你的眼皮

与其下的盲点

想浅尝我心碎之夜

你遥远的焦灼

想平静地见证

你灵魂的赤裸

把这些渴望

都藏进沉默

白驹过隙

我想要

我们从未相遇时

你的孤独

Want your brokenness, exhaustion, and fear

Your uncertainty and danger

selfishness and iciness 

Want to stroke your eyelids 

and the blind spots underneath 

Want to taste your distant dread

on my heartbreaking nights

Want to calmly witness

the nakedness

of your soul

Hiding all these wants 

in silence

Time flies

how I want

before we’ve ever met

your loneliness