第五歌 小写的爱

你不在身边的时候

咖啡馆外

下了一个世纪的雨

音符

在脑中

陪着我

每个人只能

独自穿过

自身的夜雨

才能为你

画一朵

小小的虹云

把你交给

你苦涩的 美丽的

未知

让另一颗心

按它的节奏

跳动

敲敲门

第一次学会了

孤寂

望着

某年某月

某一幅画前

你的泪水

望着

新生的你

我重新

学习呼吸

望着你笑

我也笑了

不是末日

而永远是

新世纪的第一天

再说一遍

我相信

我想相信

这一次

捧给你

小写的爱

也如清泉

也如清晨

小写的爱

更加艰辛

抬头

看着你

百年来第一次

映在你

眼中

小写的爱

勇敢 赤裸

无所遁形

Canto 5. one hundred years of

without your shadow

there has been

a century’s downpour

outside the café

with only

your music

beside me, in my mind

one can only

walk through their own night rain

alone

to finally draw you

a small rainbow cloud

trust you

to your bitter

yet beautiful

unknown

let another heart

beat at

its own rhythm

knock knock

and for the first time I learn

solitude

looking at

then and there

reading a page

your tears falling

watching

you regenerate

I’m learning again

how to breathe

feeling your smile

I beam, too

never the last, but always

the first day

of it all

saying

one more time

I believe

I want to believe

this time

offering in my palms

small love

like spring water

like dawn light

small love

even harder

raising my head

meeting your eyes

and for the first time in a hundred years

seeing myself clearly

in your eyes

small love

naked, braver

nowhere to hide

August 20-23